things been happening alot lately...sometimes, i do felt like running away from everything.. my darlink looked stress lately..and i know i been adding alot to his stress.. i must learn to understand him....but how to understand when he kept things from me.??
just hope for one thing..i hope he will share things wit me...maybe one day, i need him to talk things wit me..i know that he is stress wit his house...i dunno lah, syg...he has been so strong and patient wit me despite the things that i did to him..
however, last nIght @ w0rk...some thing did happen....he was moooody...so was me..and i cRied being treated like that..i was already down..but managed to talk to him..his eyes was so red..my syg was sick..kesian sygku..ouch..seein him like that, makes me really hurt..im sad..sometimes, i just hope i could understand u better , honey...i do love u..and i want u to knw that..but it was so suweet of him..to make a hot drink for me at night while waiting for last ferry....haiz...syg syg syg...sometimes, i just feel like hugging u...and tk nk lepaskn u...just hope the communication barrier between us will be better in times to come k syg :)