Being with you is the happiest moment in my life...Eversince im with you, my life changed completely..Im so happy being with you..This blog is the diary of my life before im with you. We been through a lot of hardships and challenges in this relationships..We had our happy and sad moments together. I dumped this diary of mine eversince im with you cause im so happily in love and taken by you which just make me lazy to update.. There were times i did update about us but that will only be once in a while.. Frankly, sayang...you the best guy i ever had..You the only guy who i really fall in love..There were times that i pushed you away...BUT it is because im scare of getting hurt...There were times i keep reminding myself i shouldnt love you tooo much coz in the end i might be getting so hurt.... BUT last night fight was another fight that we had just like a few months back....Im sorry for what I did to you..I didnt mean to hurt you..Im shagged and tired of all the shit we been through...agan and again..And i know you are tired too... I just need you to do something about it because there is really something need to be done...Don't u see it, honey.? This is not about trust... I trust and percaya kan you cuma all i need you is to convince me.. In order to trust someone, it need to be build by actions...If u only say but u did otherwise...Im tired of having this within me...Thats why last night i just couldnt take it and wanna just run away from everything..Run...Run...Coz i know im the one who is at fault but i just couldnt stop myself from doing it... I tried my best to strong enough to go through it but i fail again and again...All i need you to do is to help me go through these madness in me...Which i dunno why u say im too much...