my life..my love..

LOVE YOU

2011-07-13T17:49:00.004+08:00

DEAR Sweetheart...

Being with you is the happiest moment in my life...Eversince im with you, my life changed completely..Im so happy being with you..This blog is the diary of my life before im with you. We been through a lot of hardships and challenges in this relationships..We had our happy and sad moments together. I dumped this diary of mine eversince im with you cause im so happily in love and taken by you which just make me lazy to update.. There were times i did update about us but that will only be once in a while.. Frankly, sayang...you the best guy i ever had..You the only guy who i really fall in love..There were times that i pushed you away...BUT it is because im scare of getting hurt...There were times i keep reminding myself i shouldnt love you tooo much coz in the end i might be getting so hurt.... BUT last night fight was another fight that we had just like a few months back....Im sorry for what I did to you..I didnt mean to hurt you..Im shagged and tired of all the shit we been through...agan and again..And i know you are tired too... I just need you to do something about it because there is really something need to be done...Don't u see it, honey.? This is not about trust... I trust and percaya kan you cuma all i need you is to convince me.. In order to trust someone, it need to be build by actions...If u only say but u did otherwise...Im tired of having this within me...Thats why last night i just couldnt take it and wanna just run away from everything..Run...Run...Coz i know im the one who is at fault but i just couldnt stop myself from doing it... I tried my best to strong enough to go through it but i fail again and again...All i need you to do is to help me go through these madness in me...Which i dunno why u say im too much...

my everything..

2011-05-18T23:15:00.003+08:00

thank yOu everything fOr my hOney....

im happy being with yOu the past one year plus being with yOu..

soon i will be two years working...times flies so fast...

too many things been happening lately..but he always by my side in times of ups and dOwns..

Just feel to blog tonite

2011-01-18T21:46:00.004+08:00

Met my lovely sec school girlfriend, Nasiha for a movie date
"The Ghosts Must Be Crazy."

It was a kelakar seram movie..
Thanks babe for the day u spent wif me.
:)

im so lonely tonite....feeel like wanna cry pun ada...guess no one understand how i feel...i need that "someone" to be my side tonite...but its ok...hope he is doin fine and good there..
Juz cnt wait till the day when i could i see u again.
Countin down the days to see u.

i miss u k. :'(

2011

2011-01-07T20:58:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year 2011.!

Hoping a better year ahead.

Lazy to blog alrdy.hahahaha.

♥Our 9monthsary.♥

2010-11-12T19:04:00.003+08:00

♥Our 9MonthSary.♥

♥12 November 2010.♥

Today marks our 9monthsary being together.
We went thru ups and downs together the past few months.

It wasnt easy for both of us to stay strong together coz it seems that every single day we were test wit lots of tests again and again.
You have been an understanding and patience partner all this while.

My promise to you is that i will try change my hot temperness.

I know that i could juz snap anytime at any moment.

I dunno when the anger in me will go away.

Thanks for being the best sweeetheart u ever could be.

Our last fight was really a lesson to be learnt.

I nearly lose you...

At that time of moment, only ALLAH knows how regret and sad i was.

I dunno how many times i break down at work.

I just cant take it no longer knwing that u ignorin me.

You ask me to take it positively.I try my best but i just couldnt.

Dear.Im sorry when i said that i did not trust you.I just hope that moment never happen again. Due to my foolishness, i once lose u.Thanks for givin me the chance again.Thanks alot Love.

I just hope the very best for us.And i know more challenges that we are goin to face.Just hope we stay strong as long as we could k, syg.! :)

♥Luv u lots,honey.!♥

♥ Our Sunday AffaiR ♥

2010-11-03T00:54:00.010+08:00

♥Our Sunday Affair♥

♥ me & sayang ♥

♥ Me & Sayang ♥

Went to Mas Nasri's Wedding dated on 31 October 2010.

Special congrats to him and his wife.
Then, after that proceed to Tampines interchange wif my syg and fendi and fendi's gf(hehehe)
Had our dessert at Food Culture.

Proceed home to get change.

Went out again wif family to Singapore Flyer to see people celebrate Halloweeen.

Along Sis and Me :)

Along & Me :)

♥ Me & My Love ♥

Nice date wif beloved cuzzies and my dearest sayang
More pics in my FB :)

maybe there always a reason.

2010-10-28T22:43:00.007+08:00

A reason in every moment that happened.?

“Don't wait until everything is just right. It will never be perfect. There will always be challenges, obstacles and less than perfect conditions. So what. Get started now. With each step you take, you will grow stronger and stronger, more and more skilled, more and more self-confident and more and more successful.”

If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. i'll always be with you.

Things been happenning alot to us lately.I realised i was never perfect and will never be perfect. I made a promise to myself that i will kill off the jealousy that is within me.Control my anger.Learn to accept things naturally.Follow wit the flow. I knw that things wont be easy but i will stay strong as long as i could. Frankly, im gettin lazier to go to work. Just hope things between us will be simple and smooth :)

♥I love u.♥
You are the best i ever had
I treasure every moment i had wit u.
Cause my Love for YOU has never changed since the day i was wit you
Don't u ever doubt my love coz im sincere for lovin u.

♥♥♥♥♥♥

i chop it offf.!

2010-10-16T22:25:00.003+08:00

CUT.!CUT.!CUT.!

i chop off my hair this morning.! just wanna have a new fresh loooook.

book out on friday...book in again tmr...sob.sob.sob.

4more days to go go go.

but the course was fun and okok.!
the only shucks part was seatin down till my butt can go flat. :(

CarouseL 2010

2010-10-09T01:30:00.005+08:00

CarouseL 2010

makan2 with TeaM C TMFT.!!!

Its my second time dining here at Carousel wif my Team.

Last Year, our dinner was here toooo...

hmmm...wat can i say.I prefer the old times wif my old peeps.old colleagues. The atmosphere was there.The bonding.

This year, was ok too.

BUT the best PART was...

The phototakin time wif the PRO photographers.More pics at my Facebook :)

2 more days to HTBC.!!!!Can i do go.?But lets just finish this once and for all k, syasya.!

Goood Night Lovelies.!

GrouP PIC :)

Team C Jalan Raya

2010-09-26T20:11:00.009+08:00

24 september 2010

the day when TEAM C TMFT went to raya visiting.

planning starting time was 11 am..

but as usual "Janji Melayu"..

the guys managed to meet at 12plus goin to one.!

1st house: Hizar(Punngol Field)
2nd house: Lela(Punggol)
3rd house: Juma'at(Sengkang)
4th house: Aishah B(Pasir Ris)
5th house: Faizah(Pasir Ris)
6th house: Effendi(Pasir Ris)
7th house: Rahim(Tampines)
8th house: Razimansah(Tampines)
9th house: Siti Hajar(Bedok South)
10th house: Ridzuan(Bedok Reservoir)
11th house: Razeff-sayang(Bedok North)
12th house: Aisyah-my house(Tampines)

we end our raya visiting at 12 midnight.!
it was fun and enjoyable.Love my people so much.!
xoxoxo :)

a date wif ♥

2010-09-21T22:18:00.006+08:00

the special gift bought by my ♥ H0neY ♥

♥20 september 2010 ♥

♥short date wit love
♥went to watch Grown Ups.! ♥
♥eventhough it was just a short date wit Luv ♥
♥i treasured every moment i had wit him ♥

next month, i will be gone for 2weeks(11oct to 21oct)
this is the only time when i could just spent my time wit him.
awwww..

Luv's Mummy and sister went down to my house for raya
then, at night visit Luv sister hse at Bedok

it was a simple one.but it was special and memorable.!

once again.
♥thanks to YOU, Luv for makin my 21st in this world a special one.! ♥

im 21.!!

2010-09-20T00:45:00.005+08:00

♥21 ♥21 ♥21 ♥

im officially 21.!!!

21!21!21!

♥ me wit dear ♥

Special thanks to my dear for the surprise u made for me at work.!

im sooooo touched..hehehe

special thanks to my workin colleagues, my best buddies, my siblings for everything.

the cake bought by Luv.!

the wishes.the hugs.the prezzzies..

Im a Young Adult.!!hehehehe

Yeah....

Hello my dearie September!

2010-09-01T23:46:00.009+08:00

My favourite month of the YEAR has reached.SEPTEMBER.!

You can't expect
to find the right someone until
you know who you are
what matters to you &
what makes
your ♥heart♥ happy

♥Love♥ is a funny thing.
You expect it to be easy.
You expect it to be a world of roses and laughs and perfect moments
that you find only in movies.
You expect him to always say the right thing,
and always know exactly how you feel,
or exactly how to react to it.
You expect him to calm down when you're yelling or to chase you when you run away.
You expect so much that you feel entirely,
and utterly defeated when something doesn't exactly match up with all
your plans.
But that's the thing, love isn't a plan.
It doesn't have a certain beginning and it certainly has no end or visible finish line to those deeply in it.
Love happens, and it is incredibly messy.

It's kind of like,
the difference between putting your hand on your own,
and him putting his hand on yours.
When you touch your hand, you don't feel it, nothing happens, it's just there.
But when he has his hand there, you feel everything.
Every move of his palm, every squeeze of his hand,and every brush of his finger.
And you feel it right down to your toes and up to your neck.
Everything in your body tingles, but it's the most wonderful thing ever.
Every move he makes, he makes a difference.

Times flies so fast that in a week time, we will be celebrating Hari Raya.
This year Ramadhan has really open up my heart when i saw people around me lost their loved ones.This morning, my sister just lost her friend due to heart attack.so young but yet.
Al-Fatehah to her friend.*amin*

nice cool weather.!

2010-08-27T12:44:00.003+08:00

nice cool weather to be under my blanket.!
times flies so fast that i didnt realise that it have been two weeks long we have been fasting.

badly craving for an IPhone 4.! :)
i want it now.!hahahaha.

thankie u.!

2010-08-20T22:59:00.004+08:00

Greatest thankie u to my dearest friend, Nasiha.
Thanks for the treat at Pastamania.YumYum.
Next time shall be my treat aitez.!
:)

I miss him so much..10 more days.!so loonngg..
he will bck on the 30 August.!
awwww..so suweet when he called me just now.
Eventhough it was just a few minutes call wit u.
it did cure my hurt pain of missing u.PLS pls come back soon h0ney.!
Just cnt wait for the day when i could hug and kiss u.!.♥.♥

missing you.

2010-08-18T23:37:00.006+08:00

Someone asked me if i miss you..
i didn't answer.i just closed my eyes and walked away. then i
♥ whispered "so much"

my body is here
but my mind
is always on you

Just cant wait for the day when i could see you again.
You messaged tellin me that you will be busy and damn shagged.
Im so missing you.And it will be more more days to come when I could see u again.
Awwww.I miss u.Everything about you.

I survived workin 16hours of workin today.!
thought i couldnt make it.
but i did it.!
damn shagged tonite.
wanna sleep now and hope to dream of you my ♥Luv♥.

♥our 180days♥

2010-08-12T20:28:00.006+08:00

♥180 days♥
Today marks our 6monthsary being together.
im happy being wit u, honey.
i love the way u are.i juz so in ♥ wit u.
despite there were times u were really hard to judge, understand.
sorry, for shouting at u just now, sayang.didnt mean it.im sorry.
i cant control my anger.i love u.i knw it is abit harsh juz now when i say that i dunno till when i can have my patience wit u.i know.its harsh.
but, it is really cute.when u say,"dahlah, tak nak geng u"

Just wanna you to know,

there might be times when i seem that i given up on you.
But just remember, even though i said that to you.I didnt mean it.
I really dunno what came into me just now.Sorry k sayang.

6months had gone.but my heart still craving for you.still wanna be with you
♥I still love you.♥Will always love you.

On the 16 august, you will be gone for reservist again.im sure gonna miss you badly.Only ALLAH knows how badly i wanna be with you.♥

cant wait for Ramadhan

2010-08-07T11:16:00.002+08:00

Just cant wait for Ramadhan. :)

A Month Full Of Peace.Juz Lovin It so much.Yeah.I need peace.

Four Months to go to achieve my aim. :) can i make it through?

Today Is my off day so juz wanna rest..

my Saturday OFF!!yipeee!
so wats the plan for today.?stay at homie and rest,rest rest!

JUST three words for u.

2010-08-03T22:26:00.004+08:00

♥I LOVE YOU♥

Thats all i can say to you.Nothing else matters for now.I really love you.Today is the day when i really want you to know that i really love you.Thats nothing else that i can ever hope than being with you.Just wanna be with you.Thats all I ever want.Yes h0ney.Lets just follow the flow and see how it goes.

♥Luv You Yesterday.♥

♥Luv You Tonite.♥

♥Luv You Tomorrow.♥

♥Luv You Forever.♥

T0day was really Love Love Love.!!

♥♥Mmmuacks.!♥♥

Mungkin Nanti.

2010-07-30T12:50:00.002+08:00

Mungkin Nanti.
This is just a random post.Lately,im addicted to this song of Peter Pan.
Currently, im busy at work with some new Exercise.Haizz.
im so not lovin it at all.two weeks had gone just like that.
it had been 2weeks long since the last time i saw him.
i admit that i do miss him at times when at wOrk.
missing someone who keep staring me frOm far and keep a look at every way i move.
hehehehe.but those were the days.hopefully, he is doing fine.

tomorrow he will be back again to wOrk.
just cant wait to see him again.!
Luv u h0ney.! :)

finally..goin back to w0rk tmr.!

2010-07-26T15:58:00.002+08:00

YESSSAAAA!!!!

im goin back to work after a week away....at last..i recovered.The doctor wanna extend my MC to a few days more but i dun wan...I wanna go back to work.I miss work.I miss workin peeps.Especially C1 :)

Didnt get to see h0ney for almost tw0 weeks.He will not be at w0rk tmr when im bck for w0rk tmr.Sad kan..haizzzz.Miz my saYang so much.! :)

HopefullY mY eYe will be fully recover soon.Goin back for appoIntment in a week' time.

I cant wait for Ramadhan to arrive again.A peaceful month.Love it.!

Alritey.Currently, updating my blog post at mY 0wn crib. :)

Just so excited to go back tmr!CHOP!CHOP!heeeee :P

again appointment!!

2010-07-22T13:40:00.005+08:00

Tuesday, 20 July 2010- Rush to A&E.

Wednesday, 21July 2010- Appointment at 0910hrs

Thursday, 22July2010- Appointment at 1000hrs

Friday, 23July 2010- Appointment at 0900hrs.

Oh My God!!4 days straight go up and down to Changi General HospitaL.

tomorrow, i am goin down again to CGH for another appointment wif the doctor.

how is my right eye doin so far.?still red..haiz.

i breakdown almost a number of times last night.

why?

coz just feel so sad and cant take it no longer.

just now, the doctor said that my eye is gettin better.

Glad to hear that.

The day before the doctor thought of admiting me to the ward.!

noooo..my mummy can take care of me.and yeah.she did k!

so did my daddy..i really thought they didnt care for me.

but they were the one who sent me to and fro.

really love them.

and Love himself is busy with his badminton tournament yesterday and the days to come.

He won Second last night.Congrats.!

okla.!time to GO GO GO rest.!

7days MC!!

2010-07-20T20:22:00.004+08:00

a lesson to be learnt for me....

woke up in the morning wit a swollen red eye.!ask mummy to accompany me to Changi GeneraL Hospital after she went home from fetchin my lil sis from skool..

went to A&E and they fast track my case to eye specialist....fuh...the doctor said that i nearly have to goin through a CORNEA transplant...it is very bad..very bad..

i will be at home for 7 days..from 20 JuLy to 26 JuLy.!fuh...so i will not see him for another 7 days plus another 7 days..coz when im back for w0rk he will be goin to reservist plak..arrghhh..maybe it is test for me..but im 0k wit it..after things that had happened lately, i just have to follow wit the flow..stop thinking negative and just follow what my heart want me to.!

the pain is killing me that even im in my own crib and yet i wearing sunglasses mcm orang giler..even when watching i cant open my eyes..the doctor said that it will took 4 to 5 days to cure..tomorrow an0ther appointment wit the doctor.!

Congrats to Siti Hajar and Abdul Rahim for the engagement on 18 July 2010.she is so gorgeous.!congrats babe.!very happy for you :)

u big fuckin' LIAR.!!!

2010-07-16T00:16:00.006+08:00

u LIED to me...why.??u lied.?

i hate y0u to the core..i really hate u...it shucks to know someone u love,lied to y0u..it hurts..it really hurts me deeply..i might forgive u but for me to forget about it, isnt easy...i just cant..whatever gonna happen after this, only ALLAH knows..
everything that happens in LIFE, happens for a reason..

we shall see...but for now...i begin to trust u but u destr0y the trust that i start to built for u..it shucks.!it really shucks.!

SORRY people if this post sounds abusive or aggressive to u.

i just cant hide my feelings from updating this post.

im suppose to be sleepin right now but im not

2010-06-30T06:09:00.003+08:00

Supposedly to be 0n m0rning shift today BUT since LOVE wanna work m0rning so i give it to him...i L0ve to w0Rk on m0rning shift but today is exceptionaL.

GoinG to a 5 days course on Month 0f JuLy soon..haiz...but the 5days is still unknown.!

so fast times flies...it already been 0ne YeaR i been a workinG lady :) Fast Right.
29MAY2009 the day when my life begin to change.
i been going through ups and downs during this 0ne YeaR.
i kn0w there are still Lots LOTs 0f things i have yet learn.....

i badly in need of someone who can talk things out wit me in the matters of heart...
4months gone...but why do i still feel insecure...why.??is there really something wr0ng wit me?
Is my past haunting me back....shucks.!

He always reminds me time and again

"Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances,

Losing and Finding Happiness,

Appreciating the memories and Learning from the past."

End month of JULY...Love will be goin for one week of reservist..

and another two weeks on the month of august..

haiz...i sure gonna miss him..

cramps.!cramps.!cramps.!

2010-06-08T20:17:00.006+08:00

cramps.!cramps.!cramps.!

havin really bad stomach cramp lately....shucks k...i got 6 m0re m0nths to g0 go go.!!

haix...boleh ke tk ni eh.?hopefully k...aiseyman..

im glad...that me and him doing goood lately..0nly sometimes my negative feelings begin to invade within me...that let me think foolish thoughts about him...just hope this will be my last 0ne k...hopefully...

w0rk so far okla...but being d0wn at times..without my special gf, wawa..

*all da best to her*

♥to my LOve ♥

♥i just need to tell you how precious you are to me. ♥
♥how much i adore & respect you. ♥
♥how blessed i am to have you as my 0ther half & ♥
♥how i feel my heart will burst with happiness knowing you brings & ♥
♥the love i feel for you. ♥

♥my 0ne and 0nLy h0neY :) ♥

it shucks.!

2010-05-15T00:24:00.005+08:00

things been happening alot lately...sometimes, i do felt like running away from everything..
my darlink looked stress lately..and i know i been adding alot to his stress..
i must learn to understand him....but how to understand when he kept things from me.??

just hope for one thing..i hope he will share things wit me...maybe one day, i need him to talk things wit me..i know that he is stress wit his house...i dunno lah, syg...he has been so strong and patient wit me despite the things that i did to him..

however, last nIght @ w0rk...some thing did happen....he was moooody...so was me..and i cRied being treated like that..i was already down..but managed to talk to him..his eyes was so red..my syg was sick..kesian sygku..ouch..seein him like that, makes me really hurt..im sad..sometimes, i just hope i could understand u better , honey...i do love u..and i want u to knw that..but it was so suweet of him..to make a hot drink for me at night while waiting for last ferry....haiz...syg syg syg...sometimes, i just feel like hugging u...and tk nk lepaskn u...just hope the communication barrier between us will be better in times to come k syg :)

dear turns 28.!!

2010-04-30T00:31:00.005+08:00

the gift for him.!

wanna wish a happy 28th birthday to mY dearest love...!!

went to SingaPore fLyer...

was fun and memorable.!

had our dinner and went h0me..

more pics in my FB k.!

the day spent wit lurp

2010-04-25T02:11:00.007+08:00

had a GReat day & niGht wit my love....

went to Ungu MeGa ConceRt wit love...

my sis and her lurp.!

nice date with them..

mcm nak peGy Lagy..

time to bobok..shagged..

luckily, bes0k off day..

can rest the WhoLe day..

before concert starts :)

outside 7 eLeven.at kallang Leisure ParK

the couples.!

Promotin seasons ICE LEMON TEA

okays pple..that's all for the update tonight..

im really shagged plus sleeeepy.!

lovin u...

2010-04-21T00:52:00.003+08:00

A relationship is like a rose, How long it lasts, no one knows;
Love can erase an awful past,
Love can be yours, you'll see at last;
To feel that love, it makes you sigh,
To have it leave, you'd rather die;
You hope you've found that special rose,
Cause you love and care for the one you chose.

Off day t0morrow..!yipeee..had been long time since i blogging..being shagged wit work lately..life been so goood to me lately..for now, looking forward to the day me and my honey been waiTing foR..yes dear.! 3days to go go go go..

we do fought alot..over stupid things..but one thing for sure..i love u k, my darlink..yeah..our hope is that ouR L0ve to stay str0nger day by day.

okays...im damn sleeeepy now..nak gi b0b0k.. ^^

special c0ngrats to my love....

2010-04-04T23:44:00.003+08:00

two days had not seen him at w0rk..

congrats to my deaR that his gr0up had been qualified to semi final...

so all his haRd w0rk had been paid off...hehehe..

im 0ff fr0m w0rk tmR...so wats plan f0r tmr.? no plan :(

shaGGed...guess Me will be sLAcKin at h0me..

follow wit the flow...

2010-03-16T00:17:00.002+08:00

i began to realised i have been expecting too much from y0u all this while..

mayb, i should tone down abit...

stop thinking too much..

yeah..and..

.follow with the flow =)

love.?

2010-03-04T13:48:00.002+08:00

maybe 0nly time will decide how far we could go....

sometimes, i do worry about things that happen to us lately..

.my 0nlY hope is just it could last forever...

2months more goin to one year working as I.C.A. !

*love him lots*

a new beginning..

2010-02-22T20:41:00.002+08:00

*nice date spent wit u last night*

movin on....im letting u go..

2010-02-08T12:46:00.003+08:00

Sometimes you just have to smile,
pretend everything's okay,
hold back the tears and just walk away.

i wont bother about u no longer...when i cared for u, u said im a busybody.
we fought..we agreed to go our separate ways..but why?why?

two hours later..

u called me and pretend that notink has happened.
asking me "what am i doing?"

u think i am a doll wit no feelings pe..!
i hurt enough..i cried enough coz of u..

my heart says that this is the best time to let u go.."
im letting u go now.

it mights seem normal to u but to me, once u no longer in my heart..
u are no longer there..

Life is too short to
wake up in the morning
wit regrets. So love the
people who treat you
right, forget about the
ones who don't and
believe that everything
happens for a reason. If
you get a chance, take it
If it changes your life,
let it. Nobody said that
it'd be easy, they just
promised it would be
worth it.

a tRip to JB

2010-02-01T20:46:00.003+08:00

one daY tRip to JoHoRe Bahru wit family

via woodlands checkpoInt..

went watched movIe "Adnan SempIt" at City SquaRe..rating 8 out of 10..

more to comedy...lots of funny scenes..had our dinner..and went back after that..
hehe...nice date wit familY.!

what can i say...Sunday is always reserved for my FamILy... :)

sorry guys got to turn u down. :(

oh ya....im missin my dearie fren so much rite nw...

went to meet him last friday..had some talk...cause i was tellin over a message to stop our friendship once and for all...but havin to meet him face to face...he asked me "wHY?"..i went speechless...yeah..for nw, maybe im still wit him...but till when...i dunno...mayb till i met a guy that could open this stoned heart of mine..but for now, i just gonna cherish those moments that i had wit him :)

arghh...frustrated.confused.!

2010-01-21T22:12:00.005+08:00

some things are best left unsaid...?

First of all, i passed my LaW exam and mY validation test.!Yippeee...

omg.!finally, u messaged and even called me after few days without even a single message from you...tell me, how could i move on wit my life..haix...

i thought of moving on wit mr E.*.*.* since he really serious wit me..but after thinkin of movin on, u came back....and last nite, mr E.*.*.*. was really frustrated wit me and said that i played wit his heart...im in dilemma...i like the other, but i love the other..i got to make up my mind..

sometimes, i just thinking of forget about both of them..but MR E.*.*.* was like tellin me for how long i wanna be like this.?.?.?u got to make up ur mind, gal.?

im upset.!what am i supposed to?arghhh...

tonite gonna be a good nite.

2010-01-12T22:00:00.005+08:00

fetched my lil sis from skool ytd..she still cried.hmph.! maybe
she need time to get used to the atmosphere.

*twist*

yeah..indeed it is a good nite...
had a karaoke session wit my dearest colleagues..hehe..had a grreat time..yeah.
fuh..im down wit flu agaain..shucks!!

yeah.

Dedicated to him:

'its ok if u dun bother to reply my messages..but i just hope that once u are gone out of my life..please dun u ever come back into my life(like u used to do)..

i doubt u knew about all this..but i gave u till the end of this month..i still remember ur last message to me was "its ok..i understand."

i know that u have a lot of pressures and stress in life..and i dun wana to further add to ur stress..from the past few years knowing u, i knew all along that u have other priorities in ur life..its okae.

but, for the time being....i just felt that it is better for me to stay single..to think what is best for me..i dun wanna rush..rush..on things that i am not suppose to

i really had a great night tonite!thanks to them
(tmft team c)

below are pictures of different locations.

im in a dilemma.

2010-01-07T14:01:00.002+08:00

im in dilemma.

to be wit someone whom u known for years..or to be someone whom u known for months.
how can we judge someone by the years we knew that person.?

i just need time to think.to think.to think.to think.

5 january 2010

went out to Beach Rd wit ezad..to buy things for his reservist next week..then, went to Bugis to walk and walk.im tired.shagged..

4more days..im broke.!!i need money!$$$$$

2010

2010-01-04T20:58:00.003+08:00

2010

a new year has just begun.....a new me to be born????

hahahaha...nonsensse!!

hope it is not too late to wish happy new year!!!!

first of all, things been so gooood lately...im lovin it..

things @ work being good so far..happy peeps around me!

i love my life.

so long never update.hehe

my outinz wit team mates.

2009-11-25T19:35:00.007+08:00

UPDATES! UPDATES! UPDATES!

im so shagged...hehe..yesterday, me went to Minds Cafe wit my team mates.

it was fun playing tabooo..dirty minds...

Fun! Fun! Fun!

this hari raya haji, me kena keja ptg lagy..

so sad...but what to do..

work tetap work pe!.

@ Carousel

on 20 november 2009

wit my team mates..

it was fun

eat!eat!eat!

feeeelin down lately

2009-11-20T12:57:00.005+08:00

been feeling so damn down lately.....luckily, i had someone to talk to...yeah...

d,thankie u so much...

sometimes, whenever people around me asked me "who is he?"

i would just answered my friend..
sometimes i do felt u he is like a BIG brother to me..hmm...but i like him so much..
yeah...he is indeed older than me...

from the way people saw him, they judge him by his cover...

i dun care whatever people wanna say of him..i still remember when my lassst meeting with him lately last wednesday...where me and him went to KFC for a dinner...just because he was beside me..this makcik turn back and look @ him up down...he looked @ me...i knw he was upset @ the way the makcik looked at him...i just shook my head away and held his hand...

that night, he confeessed to him..no matter how he tried to change..people will always think he never change just because he got tattooos...haix....i still remember my dad kept saying never never to friend wit guys wit tatoos...but....i just feel that he is still the best guy i ever knew... to me, all my other EXs are coward just because my dad was fierce...i still remember the day i went t0 Sentosa..i saw my latest EX...he was directly in front of my family...but never approached me or acknowledged my parents...so PENGECUT!!then asked me to come meet him personally somewhere...come on lah, BOY!!haix...

out of all my EXs i ever knew, he was the best indeed...he even wanna meet my parents but i said NO coz i knew the consequences...he never failed to cheer me up...i known him for 2 years long...even when i was attached wit some other guy, i still contact him...so do him when he was attached wit some other girl....

that wednesday night, i told him im so stressed @ home...WHY?WHY? must my daddy accused me of things i never did..i just hope even if im not fated to be him..i will cherish the moments i had with him...cause i do love him once..and i shall not forget him no matter what happen..

*meeting my lovely colleagues @ Carousel for a dinner..hehe...*

*yipee yay!!*

my sunday affair

2009-11-04T00:40:00.009+08:00

my sunday affair.

went to meet bobby after work..spent time wit him since we both are bored.

hmm...yup..we are just friends..he was my ex..do i still love him?yeah..i do BUT i knw things between me & him are impossible..Y?coz family reasons.

But, i love meetin him coz he nvr fail to make me happy :)

me & bobby
me & baby airah :)

me & along :)

on saturday, went to Sentosa wit family..happy!happy!happy!

we took sky ride and luge.

me wanna wanna try again!!

gonna be a very loong post..

2009-10-09T11:24:00.008+08:00

LOooong loooong looooong possssssst...

19 september 2009.

MY 20th BirthdaY was an unforgettable one this year.

It was the eve of Hari Raya.
Spent time wit family & cuzzins @ Geylang.
my first pressie was from my "ex-bf"(anna sui perfume)
my loveely siblings bought me lovely necklace from Tian Po Jewelery.
my aunt bought me lovely lipstick and brooch.

yeah!yeah!yeah!

20 September2009

First Day of Raya i work afterrnoon shift :(

but work wit fun fun people!

21 september 2009

the second day seem to be like the first day of raya

went to visit my grandad(my daddy side)

some pics taken @ mak ngah house :)

3 october 2009

raya with secondary peeps.

for so long long time never met them.

@ last got to mit them..

9 october 2009

on mc today..not feelin well.

sick sick sick.

haix.

random p0st...

2009-09-17T17:10:00.005+08:00

3more days to hari raya...
so fast sey....
this year raya...abit different for me coz i working afternoon shift :(
but its ok..coz peeps @ work is fun!! fun!! fun!!
& happening!!
hehehe...
pictures taken @ work!!

*love them all*

happy birthday to mun ting!!

2009-09-13T14:09:00.000+08:00

13 September 2009

wanna wish a happy 21st birthdat to Chan Mun Ting!!

may she succeed in whatver she doin..stay sweets & cheerful always.

goin out later to break fast with my family..

hehehe...life so good..happy being single with peeps @ work yg giler-giler..

shall upload the pics one of these days soon :)

it never meant to be

2009-09-02T00:31:00.002+08:00

To every girl that is scared to put her heart out there again, because she has been hurt too many times or so badly.

To every girl that has been cheated on, because she's not a slut who gives it up to any guy.

To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky.

To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot.

To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you.

To every girl who gets her heart broken, because he chose that bitch instead.

To every girl that would give anything to have a decent boyfriend.

To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess.

To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak.

To every girl that just wants to hold hands.

To every girl that kisses him with meaning.

To every girl who just wishes he cared more.

To every girl who just wants him to call.

To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him.

To every girl that just wants to cuddle.

To every girl that just wants to sleep with him without having sex.

To every girl who shows how much she cares and gets nothing back.

To every girl that thought "maybe this one could be the one."

To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually doesn't think it is funny.

To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way.

To every girl that doesn't want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels.

To every girl who wants words backed up with actions.

To every girl that fell for all the lies only to find themselves alone in the end.

To every girl that gave her heart away only to have it shoved back in her face.

To every girl that has faith that "tomorrow will be a better day."

...And it will be.

The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed.

The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened.

Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going.

The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you.

We deserve something, and this is our tribute.

Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change.

We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, and even snuck around to see him for while.

We went through the great stage with no fights all over again.

We started this out thinking it would be just friends, and ended up falling in love with him again.

We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time.

And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming.

This is for us.

Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days.

Here's for the tears cried and dried all over again.

We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn't possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early.

We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us.

We learned to settle for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated.

Here's for the ones who did their hair and make up and put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say that he couldn't see us today.

The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else.

We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again.

This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder "what if".

This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with.

Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt.

The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again.

This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an "I told you so."

The ones that could just tell that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts, and their dreams again.

We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance, one that would really care about us.

We just wanted the one that we loved like that.

Here's for the ones that FINALLY realized that he never gave a crap about them.

Here's for the time that he broke your heart again.

This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, and the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment.

Here's for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better.

This is for those confusing days, when you miss him, and want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist.

Stay strong, and remember that relationships are like broken glass, sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt.

Remember the times you cried, and how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that.

When "your song" comes on the radio, turn the station.

When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made and tries calling, turn your phone off.

When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door.

Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation and the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the crap he was.

Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him, and realized that once again, he hadn't called when he said he was going to.

One day, you'll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry.

You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will. It's gonna hurt like crap, and it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal.

This is for those girls, who fell back in love with a guy, only to get hurt all over again.
and we'll never understand, how he just stopped caring.

//Got this from my girlfriend cheryl and find it meaningful to have it in my notes.

random.

2009-09-02T00:16:00.005+08:00

31 AUGUST 2009

HAPPY 21st birthday to EDNA NG!!

i wanna wish a happy happy birthday to my best poly friends, EDNA.

may she stay sweet n happy always :)

hope she will have a brighter future ahead

i was on my last shift afternoon today...after break fast, in the evening...i vomited...aiyoyoyoyo.

luckily my supervisor allowed me to went back home early...

was havin a really bad bad headache..

1st SEPTEMBER 2009

In the morning,i was shocked when received a message from my colleague, Rosman that my another colleague(kak norliati) just passed away last night..

OMG!!she was a happy go lucky lady..Gonna miss her...the memories i had with her...

*may her soul rest in PEACE* *amin*

weeeeekeend 16 August.

2009-08-24T00:59:00.005+08:00

weeeekeennd on

16 AUGUST 2009!

spent time with family....this post was delayed...due to busy schedule ..heeheehe...
so far my life is doin ggoooodd..
YEah!! im relieved...finally "he" confessed to me what actually did happen :)
im glad....u said u will come back..how true is that sayin...i dun knw....
TO me, whatever happens, happens :)

took some random pics with my family ..

hairah, me & sis :)

me & bro amir

yeah... cheeeese!!

mmuah!@_@

im happy bein me!!

random posts....

2009-08-24T00:44:00.009+08:00

on wednesday,19 AUGuST 2009
went to meet some of my ICA batch @ LAvenDer....im so the clever coz actually i don't have to make my way to there coz the admin have already settle to take the jackets...haiyah!!but nvm...@ least i got to meet my frends!!!miss them so much...

izhar, siew hui, xiao hui & me :)

candid!(me, sasi, gary & ain)
me & izhar.

ain & me :)
the babes!!

the pr0posal :)

2009-08-21T19:48:00.002+08:00

Thursday, 20 August 2009

My OFF daY...went to catch a movie, THE PROPOSAL with iRwan Nurman(advisor)..hahahaha...he is just a friend that i can rely On...THe m0vie was great!! I loike!! Lately, im havin some problems matters wit the heart :(

HOpefully, everything be fine in times to comes.
To whom it may concern(you), ur silence is killing me...u tell me that i will not understand..but u urself won't even explain to make me understand...and u said u need time..i just hope ur problems will be gone...coz i really really do care abt u:)

YEah...this entry might be quite emotional...

TO all my MUSLIMS friends, Selamat MEnyambut Bulan Ramadhan YAnG MuLia :)

~random entry~

2009-08-14T00:20:00.004+08:00

LIVE

your life at its fullest

LAUGH
at all the things that don't matter

LOVE

with all that you have & more

ndp 2009 celebration!!!!!

2009-08-11T01:09:00.009+08:00

NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION 2009!!!!!

this year celebration was a great one!! thanks to my aunt for the free tickets to Padang!!

it was a Great Day spent with Great People!!

Once again,

happy 44th birthday to Singapore!!

always and forever.

2009-08-08T15:11:00.008+08:00

i've made mistakes in my life.
i've let people take advantage of me.
and i accepted way less than i deserve.
But, i've learned from my bad choices and
even though there are some things i can never
get back and people who will be sorry,
i'll know better next time and
i won't settle for anything less than i deserve.

Life is too short
to wake up in the morning with regrets.
So love the people who treat you right,
forgive about the ones who don't
and believe that everything
happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said that it'd be easy.
they just promised
IT WOULD Be WORTH IT.

no status??

2009-08-07T00:51:00.005+08:00

hmph!!been feelin down these few days....Finally, i get to upload the photos!!@ LAST!!

hehehe..Everything @ work is good!!my team is fun and cool!

yeah..im single now...am i happy being single?mayb.....

between me &this new MR "H" like no status between us...

i like him, he like me...BUT...whther things will work out for me this time round...i oso dunno...mayb lets just take things slow k.... i afraid to rush things like i used to do..

right now, my main focus is my career and family :)

finally graduated....

2009-07-27T20:28:00.006+08:00

yeah!!!

finally i have graduated from the Home Team Basic Induction Course...

Tommorow, i will posting out to Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal..

Morning Shift sey...7am to 3pm....

Lately, i been lazier to update my blog...Just so shagged..

On the lighter note, wanna wish a happy 18th birthday to my brother, Amirzo.. Having problems uploading the pictures...

when boredom strikes me....

2009-07-10T11:25:00.003+08:00

when boredom strikes me.....
i was damn bored @ home...i was given 5 days MC on wednesday from 8 July to 12 July....This is because i showed some flu-like symptoms such as cough.My other classmates was given 2 days "force leave" on thursday and friday.. This happened due one of my colleagues was tested postive of H1N1 ..But im not blaming anyone all this that happened.. Coz' i believe that everything that happen, happen for a reason :)

Think Positive :) I feelin fine & ohkay!!

Thanks to mY friends who showed the encouragement messages to me :)

life is so unpredictable.

2009-07-07T21:48:00.005+08:00

how i wish i could turn back the time and say "...." to him.

life is so unpredictable..

Lately, been busy training @ HTA...i left about 10 more days to training before goin to TMFT for OJT :)

Hopefully, everything runs well :)

weeekend love :)

2009-06-28T13:21:00.009+08:00

27 JUNE 2009 Saturday
Went to Escape TheMe Park with my ICA GirLFriends :)
Since one of my girlfriends got a free tickets...

Yeah!!! It was fun.. After the ride, we went for cycLing :)
Yeah..One of my unforgettable Moments :D

holiday trip to Genting HighLands

2009-06-22T21:06:00.007+08:00

HOLIDAY trip to GenTing HighLands from 19June to 21June

since im still under training @ HTA from monday to friday so

My family took the opportunity to went for holiday...

im still shagged..so lets just update up some pics k pple :)

update the rest of pics some other time

oh ya...btw....today is the last day training for POLICE unarmed tactics..

yeah...everyone passeed!!!yipeee!!!get the uniform too :)

3rd month AnniverSary :)

2009-06-11T00:23:00.001+08:00

happy 3rd month AnniVersary to US, dear!!

it have been 3 months long we beeen together...
seriously, we went thru lots n lots of UPs & DOWNs together together..
it was not easy ehk..hehehe..

thanks for all the L.O.V.E u given me..

ILY

UPDATES:
Currently, i having my attachment @ Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal
Mostly, the checkpoints have 3 shifts(Morning, Afternoon & Night)
BUT @ TMFT, there are only 2 shifts (Morning & Afternoon)

SO far so good...went to see how the seniors did thier job..
I went there more to observing how they did the JOB

The ASP said that i might be posted back to TMFT after the basic course..

hopefully!!hehe coz it is Quite near to to my house as compared to other checkpoints

but lets just follow with the flow..

& hopefully everything runs well :)

cream sauce pasta :)

2009-06-02T22:14:00.004+08:00

Since being attached to ICA, i been busy lately with attachments...

1JUNE,MONDAY--> Attachment to PORTS

2JUNE,TUESDAY--> Attachment to TUAS

3JUNE,WEDNESDAY--> Attachment to SERVICE CENTRES

4JUNE,THURSDAY--> Attachment to AIR CARGO

& TRANSFER TO CISCO BUILDING

5JUNE,FRIDAY--> Attachment to AIRPORT

& TRANSFER TO WOODLANDS

8JUNE,MONDAY--> Attachment to COASTAL

met my dear for dinner after finish off @ TUAS @1700

went to Eunos and went off to Simpang BEDOK

coz i badly craving for Cream Sauce Pasta.

thanks to dear for accompany me :)

& the TREAT ;D

the weekend affair

2009-05-31T12:20:00.005+08:00

tHe weekeNd aFFair

my weeekend was so lovely..spent my time with my FaMiLy~~

AbouT a deCade, since we watched movie together as a FaMiLy. The last we watched was "The LOst woRLd"...hehe.very very long..

it was a miracle when mama said "OK" to went watched movie

"Night @ the Museum 2"

@ BuGis JuncTion

TO me, the story was quite hilarious and i shall gave 2 thumbs UP!!

Last friday, went Home Team AcademY for the briefing....maDe quite a number of new friends..hehehe...since the HTA is currently full with courses goin on, they decided to allowed us to went to the attachment first~

My attachment will be from 1 June to 8 June...

MY On JOB Training will be from 9 JUNE to 15JUNE

@ Tanah Merah FerrY TerminaL.

On 15 June, the training @ HTA will be as scheduled :)

STITCH FamiLY(belongs to syasya) & POOH FamilY(belongs to jaja)

monday affair

2009-05-26T11:06:00.009+08:00

OUR MONDAY AFFAIR :)

25May 2009, MONDAY

met nasiha went to Raffles City Mall to return the

larnyard, badge & punchcard to RoBinsons..

then, we walk @ sunTec City, City Link..hehe..since we don't wanna waste our fare :)

we ate @ KFC @ suntec

then, made our way back home to Tampines

THEN..met mY sis...she ask me to meet her @ KEMBANGAN..

aiyah!!!must take back MRT to there..

ask mY dear to tag along..hehe...

met him there @ KEMBANGAN...

then, me&dear & mYsis&her guy made our way to SOMERSET!!

went to CINeLesiure

since DEAR cant stay long, he went off first~_~

then, me, sis& her GUY went to FAR EAST PLAZA ate at KFC again!! aiyah!!

hehehe...then, we made our back home to TAMPINES :)

last day work @ Robinsons, Centrepoint

2009-05-24T22:47:00.006+08:00

24MaY 2009

today marks the last day of work @ RoBinsons, centrepoint :)

8 days are gone so fast~~woohoo..

it was a great experienCe working with the peeps out there..

i am suffering from leg cramp from day one...

but as day goes by i began to endure it alrdy..

feel so sad when i really got to go...hehe...gonna miss them sey..hehe :)

REaLLy it was a great eXperience working with them..

interacting wit customers...all kinds...hahaha

BUT..on a lighter note, to my dearest dear,

i know i have been really bad to you during the days when u took me home from work..

i guess i have to go for anger management class...

learn how to handle stress...

even mY mama knows aBout it

ohohohohoh :X

muahahahahaha:D

u really have the patience when me wit sey..

"I PROMISE YOU"

Our GraduatiOn DaY CeremoNY :)

2009-05-20T22:49:00.004+08:00

Status: Successfully Graduated :)

yeah!!i am successfully graduated from Temasek Polytechnic:)

Congrats to all my friends who graduated too :)

hehehe..thanks to mummy & brother for coming & accompany me to the ceremonY

TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC

gonna miss u, darlink~

new hair :)

2009-05-18T20:12:00.005+08:00

happy!!happy!!happy!!

my new hair :)

went to rebond my hair @ Snip Avenue & cut my fringe :)
thanks to daddy!!
YIpEEE..happy shasha :D

updates!!

2009-05-18T08:05:00.006+08:00

updates!!updates!!updates!!

been working @ Robinsons, Centrepoint from 12 MAY to 17 MAY

as a

sales associate.

continue working on 22 MaY to 24 MaY..GSS!!! Great Singapore Sale.

been suffering the first few days @ work but i manage to "tahan" it :)

got a reply from ICA.. i have been selected as a HAS-ICA specialist..

RANK: SERGEANT :)

the formal appointment day to sign the 2 year contract will be the same day as

my Graduation cEreMonY..

aiyah!!

really hope can change the date to tomorrow-_-

went to collect the ring yesterday too before off to work :)

nice!!

once again, to my dearest D, ily

happy 2 month anniversary :)

2009-05-11T18:25:00.005+08:00

Happy 2nd month Anniversary

to my dearest ayang!!

im so happy today coz got to see my dearest sayang :)

it was a great day spend especially with him.

had our lunch @ BREEKS cafe,Harbour Front. then, went walk and took pics @ VIVO :)

im so happy..made our way back home..went to Tampines 1..

he bought me a little cutie CHIPMUNK!!so cute juz like him..hehehe..

he also bought me black shoes :)

i feel so paiseh & malu coz i never got him anything simply because i no money -_-
we oso bought our first couple ring..seriously, today is the happiest day of my life...

it have been a long tyme since i was happy :)

tomorrow, i start working alrdy @ Robinsons, Centrepont..it is the training but the real day work start on Wednesday.. just hope everything runs well....

Once again, to my dearest ayang, im so happy..thanks for everything...

im blessed havin to knw u

im blessed havin u as my guy

im blessed havin u to love me

im blessed havin u to be there for me

im blessed havin u coz i love u too :)

ily *winks*

happy mother day 2009

2009-05-10T21:26:00.009+08:00

Happy Mother's Day to all mums!!!

celebrate mother's day with my aunts & cuzins at ECP :)
my sis bought a mango cheesecake for all the mums.it was a nice day outz with them!
but seriously, i feel so shagged right now.. ~_~

friday nite affair again & again :)

2009-05-08T20:41:00.004+08:00

friday nite affair -_-
went out with sis to Tampines itchg..thought of buying someting for our dearest mama..

but juz cant think of something..coz this month we are really in tight budget.

met dear too coz he juz finish work..hehe :) had our dinner @ LJS.

then, my sis went off to work..she workin nite shift.her 2nd nite..

while me & dear, went home..took bus 168 :)

again..again..our friday nite affair -_-

stuck with each other :)

2009-05-03T20:41:00.002+08:00

SHONTELLE - Stuck With Each Other lyrics

(feat. Akon)[Shontelle]

You can, think you can get free
You think you won't need me
That you're gonna get you somethin' better,
But you know that we're in this forever,
And you can, think you can walk out
Even with your doubts,
But you know that we're in this together
You can try to push me from you
Nothing you do will keep us a part

[Chorus: Shontelle]
Cause it's too late, there's no escape
Might as well face it, baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Ain't nothin you can do about it
It's been too long, it's been too strong
Cause we belong here
Baby, we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Stuck in love with each other
(stuck in love with each other)

[Akon]
Yeah
Now I can say that I would not care
If you were not there,
Tell myself that I'll be fine without ya
but I would die if I was not around ya,
and I can try to convince you
I don't need to be with you,
But my only thoughts are thoughts about ya,
What can I do, love is like glue.
There's no way to
Tear us a part

Cause it's too late (too late, too late)
There's no escape, might as well face it,
Baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other (with each other)
ain't nothin i can do about it
It's been too long, it's been too strong
yes, we belong here,
Baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other (stuck with each other)
stuck in love with each other
(stuck in love with each other)

[Bridge: Shontelle]
There's nothing i'd rather do
Than to sit with you forever
Can't think of nothin better
Than to be stuck with you

Cause it's too late, there's no escape
Might as well face it,
baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Ain't nothin we can do about it
Oh yeah

Cause it's too late, there's no escape
Might as well face it,
baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Ain't nothin I can do about it
It's been too long, it's been too strong
Yes, we belong here
baby, we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Stuck in love with each other
(stuck in love with each other)

Cause it's too late, there's no escape
Might as well face it,
Baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Ain't nothin we can do about it
It's been too long, it's been too strong
Yes we belong here,
baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Stuck in love with each other
(stuck in love with each other)

Ain't nothin gonna stop me and you ey
Cause you know we just stuck like glue ey
Akon
Ain't nothin we can do
We stuck in love with each other

thursday busy day!

2009-05-01T12:50:00.003+08:00

1 MAY, Friday

today feels like saturday
heee..but
Thank GOD is FRIDAY!

30 APRIL 2009, THURSDAY

after so long waiting, finally i got a reply

check email...and got an email from ICA to come for an interview on Tuesday, 5MAY :)

just hope everything runs well.

10.30am -->went to Raffles City, RObinsons for a short briefing...i was shocked to get a call from them...it is only a temporary sales associates for 8 days at Centerpoint, ROBINSONS..

thanks to Nas for asking me to tag along for the interview that time...It was a just a try try....im happy coz we could go work together2 :)

too many things to settle....went to school to get the Graduation Gown...saw Edna on the way there :)

it have been months since i last saw her..hehe...im happy coz saw her ytd :)

after that went to Tamp One to met a friend of mine...grab a drink & went home

the saddest thing of all~~~ im still in sick mode!! sob sob sob..

my dear MR FLU...pls get away from me!

im so in love with my stitch

2009-04-28T22:01:00.007+08:00

i was damn sick yesterday and today...omg...hearing the swine flu(FLU BABI) on the news scared me -_-
me "kena" high fever....kena "FLU"....haiz....luckily, mama was by my side...hehe...

Yesterday, sis bought for me mY 1st baby love... STITCH!!
she bought for me coz i asked for it...hehe :)

yippee...it so cute....hope i get well soooon!!!

confession of me -_-

2009-04-27T09:58:00.010+08:00

Confession Of Me Me Me -_-

i woke up as early as 7am today...

Just because to jog @ stadium....heeee...yeah...i got to gain back the stamina i used to have back then...not because of anyOne...I just miss being me...being able to wear anyting and whatever i want...heee....

yeah...i made a deal with my dear to slim down by the end of 2009 :)

not only me but he t0o...hehe.

.Confession of Me -_-

i was shocked that u realised my love for you have grown greater since the day we were attached...

Seriously, back then...

the day when i accept u as my guy...i got no idea why...im sorry if u think this sound so wrong...but i accept u because i knw it is time for me tO move On..

I juz wanna forget about my EX.

ONCE, when i was blog hopping, i saw these phrase which me think it is really the time for me to mOve On

"I would have not mind hurting myself more & sacrificing for you if you are my boyfriend but you are my EX...It's long over so i don't want to be hurt by someone from the past. Someone that don't mean a thing to me in this present.Im sorry"

muahahahahaha..when i saw this, i said "hell yeah!its so true!"

I still remember when I told mY ex that i would be able to forget someone yOu once loved when you found someone for you to love..

i agree...You were sad when i said wanted time off with you back then..

im so sorry to hurt u, dear...i didn't mean it...but u agree to the "time-off" reluctantly..

dear, i done much thinking....im tired of loving someone who doesn't love me the way i want..

mayb im too demanding in a relationship..

im afraid of setbacks..thats y i failed in the previous relationship..

I hope our relationship will last till the day we die..

It is true my love for you has grown..

not because when i saw u wore casual but because u have capture my heart.

Thanks again dear for the love..

for the patience u had with me..

i kn0w im stubborn @ times.bear wit me k, dear..

once again, i know u love me...heee...im here to say i love you back ;)

mit ayg :)

2009-04-24T20:05:00.007+08:00

a short meeting with dear...

we went to Tampines 1....walk walk there and here...he took a half day off...

as usual, he looks so cute...

the more i look @ him the more it reminds me of CHIPMUNKS!

oops :X

this is the first time he wore so casual..but i prefer the way he are just now..

muahahahahaha :D

although it was Only a short date with u :)

thanks d....for everything :)

oh ya!!! i love you more than yesterday :P

kotak-masih cinta

2009-04-23T12:53:00.002+08:00

Kotak- Masih Cinta

it just a random post...currently, im addicted to this song...

no special reason :)

tick...tick..tick...

happy 22nd bdae to Idah

2009-04-21T13:43:00.003+08:00

i planned to went for a jog early in the morning...but too bad, it rains :(

hehe...yeah, my new mission is to regain my fitness at the end of the year..

a friend of mine told me "u got to Fight it"

hahaha :)

Oh ya, not forgetting a group mate of mine back then during poly days..

happy 22nd birthday to Norwahidah

may she stay sweetz and happy happy always..

especially with her loved ones :)

.changi beach affair

2009-04-20T09:46:00.005+08:00

.changi beach affair

Sunday evening was wonderfully spent with my family @ changi beach.

it was a lovely evening...so relaxing...heee... :)

sunday :)

2009-04-13T21:00:00.004+08:00

13 April 2009, Sunday

my auntie buat "kenduri" for my cuzin, Arip who is goin for NS t0daY

he is goin to Pulau Tekong for two weeks!!

all da best to him!!

army boy :)

Oh ya...not forgetting to my dearest baby,Ridzwan....i know we have been goin through ups & downs these few days...i just hope things between us will get better..okays :)

one month :)

2009-04-11T20:43:00.005+08:00

11 APRIL 2009

today, marks the day that it have been a month we been together...it seem that time flies so slow to me cause it seem like i have known you for a year...
wakakaka:)

juz hope we will be t0gether foreVer & ever :)

happy 25th YeaR anniversary to dad & mum :)

2009-04-08T21:53:00.008+08:00

happy 25th year
wedding anniversarry
to
dad & mum :)

8 April 1984

the official date when my parents get hitched :)

one year later,27 Nov 1985-my sis was born...

Four years later, 19 Sep 1989-i was born..

Two years later, 27 July 1991-my brother was born...

Fourteen years later, 27 December 2005,my lil sis was born..

AS U ALL CAN SEE, ALL MY OTHER SIBLINGS WERE BORN

IN THE DATE 27...ONLY ME 19..

HEHE..IT WAS UNPLAN...ALL MY SIBLINGS WERE PREMATURE BABIES..

AS FOR ME, I WAS BORN EXACTLY IN 9 MONTHS TIME :)

THAT IS WHY IM DIFFERENT :D

day out with him :)

2009-04-07T20:11:00.003+08:00

met ayg @ Plaza Singapura

went to watch 12 Rounds...i shall say it is a nice movie....4 out of 5...if u like action movie, should watch....Our plan was to watch Fast & Furious 4 but the movie start on

Thursday, 9 April :(

thanks dear for making my day a happy one:)

Botanic Garden

2009-04-05T21:43:00.026+08:00

~sunday affair~
despite the rain today, we went to Botanical Garden. Went with Cik Bah family, grandma & mY famiLy...it was fun walk..walk....enjoying the nature :)

addicted to BAD GIRL :)

2009-04-02T15:20:00.004+08:00

♥Music is MY love♥

♥hey hey!!♥

thoughts to ponder

2009-03-31T13:14:00.004+08:00

MY DAILY ROUTINE!!

EAT/SLEEP/PLAY

hahaha.

my daily routine reminds me

way way back...

when i was during kindergarten school..

hehehe

well...currently...

i still waiting for pending request

from respective companies..

my dad kept saying that there is no need to rush..

slackin @ home is a GREAT thing to do too..

wakakakaka

long time never met *ayg*

coz i told him dat i meet him in a month time

movies that i planned to watch:

>Fast & Furious 4

>Confessions of Shopacholic

ermmm...

many things have been keep changing in my LIFE :)

Thoughts that keep pondering in mY mind

day BY day:

Be strong now

Because things will get better

it might be stormy now

But it cant rain forever

dancing duck!!

Short trip to MALACCA :)

2009-03-28T22:21:00.014+08:00

i tried the QUiZ in FACEBOOK

"WHat does your birthday say about you?"

hehehe

its so true!!

about me :)

September

Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic
.

27 march 2009 to 28 march 2009

umairah, waheeda, shakira & hairah

nice pose!!

hehehe(in spore already!!!)
LOL

wakakaka :D

step tido plak!!

YEAH!!

the sisters:)

went to MALACCA kampung AYER MOLEK to fetch my grandma back to SINGAPORE

hehehe...it have been a long time since i went there...i think about years...

so many changes happen....

it was a just a short trip..
went on friday nite and reach SINGAPORE on saturday nite :)

*it was a short & sweeet trip*

Happy BirthdaY siti :)

2009-03-27T11:42:00.004+08:00

26 March 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SITI ARDIANA

stay cute always k, GIRL :)

♥like a rose♥

2009-03-23T21:06:00.001+08:00

buzzzzzz weekends

2009-03-23T11:37:00.009+08:00

23 MARCH 2009, MoNdaY

hey you...yes you!!

heY ridzwan..

hehehe..

*ILY*

21 March 2009, Saturday

went to Singapore Expo with dad, mum, along & airah...

took some crazY picS.

aiRah the new RockStar!

airah Jordan

along wif airah

*peace babes*

*march season*

22 March 2009, SundaY

went to Orchid Country Club..

since my aunt got a temporary pass, we went swimming again!!

but halfway got some sad news, my cousin in Malaysia juz passed away

she died of asthma attack

i was damn shocked..she was so young..

i wonder wat gonna happen to her 2 young kids...

*semoga roh-nya dicucuri rahmat*

~weehoo~

2009-03-18T22:38:00.007+08:00

18 March, Wednesday

Since im so bored again, browse through my handphone..i found that most of the pics in my handphone are none other than this little girl..hehehe...the girl who people mistakenly thought was my child..hahaha..im not yet married k...People keep saying she look liked me...kata siblings pe..hehehe..i love her so much...she so sweet indeed..i still remember when i cried after the break up with my EX...this little girl comfort me sey...she said to me, "Aisyah, don't cry...dont' cry"...sweet kan...i cant imagine she said that to me..she only four years old...she knw when im sad..hehe...

i love her k..

very much...

hehehe

*baby ku*

SiTi ZuhaiRah

17 March, TuesDay
went swimming with mY eLder sis and my lil sis yesterday...
hehehe...long time never go Tampines SwimminG CompleX...
i still remember the last time i went there was during mY primaRy school dAys

16 March, MonDaY

im so bored...went to met Ridzwan again on Monday, 16 March..

we went to BuGis...then, we went to Sim Lim Square..he bought a new handphone, Samsung...

he was so happy!!hehehe...he called his sister...even in choosing the phone colour he asked his sister...

siblings lOve abez :)

wakakaka...

birthday boy :)

2009-03-15T23:55:00.009+08:00

14 MARCH 2009

I wanna wish a

HappY 8th Birthday to my little cuzin, Eizlan ShalahudiN

hE is the most handsome and cutest cuzin out of all cuzins...

hehe...went to celebrate his birthday @ MaD JacK CaFe :)

my daddy, hairah & b'dae boy

biRThDaY CaKe :)

exam results!!!

2009-03-11T19:51:00.003+08:00

yipee!!!! im so happy :)
While watching movie(Watchmen) with wAwAn today i receive a SMS from an unknown number!!!
I pass all mY suBjects!!!

NeTseC: B+
CCOM: A
MCOM:A
BrdTEcH: B+
APEL3: P
SIP: P
ProJect: C+

*alhamdulilah*

*mY happy day*

RAWRRRR

2009-03-10T20:20:00.005+08:00

i heard the result will be release on thursday...

but usually we receive the sms one day before...

im so scared...my most fear is not on the subjects but on my MP/SIP grade...

haix... i dun want to think about it..

the more i think about it, the more scarier it gets..hee...

happy birthday to vivi

2009-03-09T21:11:00.007+08:00

To Vivian!!!

hehehe..she turns 20 today...

Wanna wish her a Happy 20th Birthday

Hope she will have a successful career ahead

Hope she will stay sweet & cheerful always :)

Sunday, March 8 2009

Its Woman International Day..

Went to Bedok Reservior got some fair...

hehehe...i got a flower balloon..so childish

i'm not perfect

2009-03-03T21:47:00.005+08:00

Seriously...

I been feelin so shagged nowdays...

Luckily, the swollen on all over my body is healing these few days...

Tired...

Cause' there are nothing SOLID for me to do...

Somehow, i found a new "HOBBY"

Other than finding part time job.... I been reading malay romantic novels... hehehe :)

weekend kebabom!!!

2009-03-01T20:00:00.006+08:00

Saturday, 28 Feb 2009

went to Johor Bahru wif my family and Cik Bah family...

we went there to eat & shop & shop...

Plan to watch movie malay horror movie, "Rasukan: Ablasa"

but due time constraints....we drop the idea....

hahaha...

cik bah & my sis

Sunday, 1 March 2009

DAMN TireD...

JADI kendarat kat tampines 900+...

waduh!! waduh!!...

Penat sey -_-

slum dog millionaire

2009-02-26T00:33:00.008+08:00

Went to watch slumdog millionaire

with Horis (the guy i known for about a year but never met)

Everytime when we went plan to meet, something happen...Hahahaha..

hOrIS "ArtisTic" PicTure

Thanks for the movie treat, dude :)

I shall say the movie have a nice plot...

I like how the way the mOvie goes and how it ends...

BUT it is abit too long... 2hours++ long ("kata hindustan kan")

BuT overall, it was a nice movie :)

2009-02-25T11:28:00.009+08:00

A day out with siblings on

TUESDAY, 24 FEBUARY 2009

see @ the brighter side of life :)

wakakaka

step emo ke apa..

*mmuah*

WTF (What The Fish!!)

hindustan eh..

JURONG BIRD PARK

2009-02-25T10:47:00.013+08:00

At last, the day i been waiting for is over....

Last Monday, was my last paper...

Frankly, i was damn nervous for that paper...

Because during my weekends i never really study for it....

On saturday night, i went to my cuzins wedding....

Stay there till 12 midnight...

Then, on Sunday went to Jurong Bird Park...

Coz my aunt gave free tickets and it is only valid till that SUNdaY...

*i love her so much*

Then I studied my MOBILE COMP for that particular SUnDaY NighT...

Because of dat i was damn damn nervous for my last paper...

BUT that paper turn out to be the easiest out of 3 paPer..

hehehe :)

feel so relieved....